petals.

petals from yesterday s flowers.
pulls hard.
she loves me,
she loves me not,
she loves me,
she loves me not,
she loves me,
she loves me not!

no matter how hard one tries to get attention, it back fires the wrong way and in the end, screw everythin up for good.
no matter what she s never wanting me again.

its not like she s ever seeing me again.
cause last night whatever she said at that spot and whatever happened lately, did not telly at all. so i figured she s only weakest when im close to her.
soon she d forget bout the wonderful, charming stuff.
then probably, both of our lifes would be normal again.
NOTE, both.

alvina
i didnt know an act could affect a person that much.
im sorry for the stuff i said earlier.
back to sleepless nights,
back to tear stained faces
ahhhh