i dont understand,

why i still want to stick with a liar.


zouk was incredibly boring.

alvina

disgusted isnt the right word,
but its the first word that comes to mind.

what if one day,
you went back to your favorite place in the entire world,
and realise,
its gone ?

can anyone bring me to changi beach club please,
i want to see that carving
on that particular bench,
whether it still exists,
or it only rings in my imagination.

day s been fine,
caught the golden compass with baby, chris and ben.
not bad a show i must say.
i dont understand why i keep falling for the witches.
she s just too hot.

gave up on mcr,
just gonnna queue on that day itself!
omg omg omg
in just what 3 more days?

i hate monday.
tht s like the downfall of the week.
why?
cause its bloody mid sem test week.
damn.

alvina
toaddsey land - is a place
filled with love, jealously, sorrow and pain.
like i said,
some feelings remain because of the pain.
baby,
why cant you ever tell the truth?
why cant it just ever be us?

i fucking give up.
i hate you

ps : this is a love-hate relationship btw.

kiss, i miss you.

words.

Someday, somewhere, i will see this scene, i felt. The opposite of deja vu - not the feeling that i'd already seen what was around me, but the premonition that i would some day. This premonition reached out its long hand and grabbed my mind tight.

its funny how you know of one word, and that word keeps coming out everywhere. in books, in website, everywhere, it just jumps out at you.
like the sentences above, that phrase "the opposite of deja vu".

baby you are my opposite of deja vu.
you d never know what it means but maybe someday when you enter my mind you d understand.

some feelings cause us pain because they remain.

alvina
baby, i love you.
19 more days to pre-honeymoon.

this is how we do it.


this is boredom in lecture. amy s favorite Hobby. tsk. my hand apparently is a drawin board.
she thinks she s gonna be amy newtow one day!
continue dreaming kiss! i help you support your bubble ! whahahaha

and this is beloved xiao zhu.
amy s imaginary friend who actually is real!
she is loved by everyone else except a few.
sometimes i love her. sometimes i dont.
blame it on amy !
ahahahaha


any oh how way,
i was chatting to this guy online and i cant help but agree to his concept of an open relationship

-says:
it's like we can go out and have fun, and come back to settle our emotional part. and make love which is really nice and different from random sex

(:
sweet.
love love. but then again. i dont know. i had this once and i turned into a monster so i dont know if i want it again. but it definitely sounds damn hot.

plans has been confirmed!
im heading to genting with the bf who i dont know will last long a not.
plus its not confirmed but i may be carrying his child.
omtian
why couldnt this happen like 6 years from now ?
pout

nevertheless
sex is fantastic and i never will regret it !

(:
i love you kiss.

alvina
i gave up that afternoon boy,
go source for your pretty girls,
i d go look for my princey boys.