ok.
seriously i need to get this blog going.

i m gonna type something.
that the bf will kill me for.

after surfing some blogs here and there.
i have only one sentence to add to perfect their influence.

"i miss being a lesbian so much."

oh god.
kill me, just skin me alive from all this lesbian shit. i cant seem to get it out of my system.

i miss holding a girl,
touching a girl,
having a girl to call my own.

oh god.
there !
i said it out.
boyfriend's gonna kill me now when he sees this.

but nevertheless,
he knows i love him,
maybe not that much yet
but he knows love exists.

boyfriend isnt the right word,
but its the first word that comes to mind.
relationship isnt the right word,
but its the first word that comes to mind.
love isnt the right word,
but its the first word that comes to mind.

alvina
i miss;
is that even important?
i need to kick my addiction for that stick in my mouth.