i know,
i know.

im starting to not update again!
and my dear kiss is complaining !
so here goes !
that cute thingy was how we cure boredom when doing out fyp!
whahahahha

and this is my uber cute boyfriend doing a kai kai s pose.
thank god he got to book out on wed if not i truly would have died missing him.

and for those who still do not believe tht i have a bf.
TADA!
our love love photos.
hee hee hee hee.
deej this is for youuuuuu ! hee hee
oh btw, he likes this photo. i think. i dont know why. i look so ugly.

i love you ckrb. (:


i finallly ! met up with jolene ! cant wait for the pictures to be up on her blog ! chilled and laughed a whole lot !
and sexy girl mel with that sexy hair.
HOT.

and of course,
my kisser.
who s always by my side,
day after day.
i love you nong time wor!
my mp3 miss juxebox!

oh and btw,
its like 5.07am.
and ben and kiss are at my hse rushin fyp.
apparently i m blogging,
ben s gossiping,
amy s friendster-ing.
whahahahhaa
productive hor?

oh! i changed my number !
and baby was damn cute when i didnt tell him !
he thought i was
1)raped,
2)robbed
3)lost my phone.

stupid boy. no wonder i love him so much!
i miss you i miss you i miss you !
yes baby,
i love irritating youuuuuu!
and please !
stop calling amy can?

alvina
come home soon.
cartier?

dear kiss,

im sorry for what i did,
like i know its trust and all.
but i really hope you d understand why i did it.

i d make it up to you i promise.
i want this friendship to work.
no matter what.
i d do all i can,
i really will.

alvina
you are the first one.
i d do all this for.

my promise

see i told you d update my blog!
with pictures all too!
hee hee
for those who are curious bout my boyfriend, ta da!
our love love photos !
(:

he got me donuts ! which i was whining for the past weeks!
he was damn tired and all cause he had like 16km walk thingy thing. and he came and meet me today cause yesterday night i emo him. emo-ing is good. gets you donuts! shall do it again sometime when i need donuts ! whahahahah just kiddin
i love you bf !

my number 1 emo boy.

can i have at least 3?

my donuts !

check out the stuff he got for me ! in like 20 mins of arcad-ing. lol



alvina
stay together for the kids
please !
sex is like so hot !
and im like his stupid baby
like whatever!

ok.
seriously i need to get this blog going.

i m gonna type something.
that the bf will kill me for.

after surfing some blogs here and there.
i have only one sentence to add to perfect their influence.

"i miss being a lesbian so much."

oh god.
kill me, just skin me alive from all this lesbian shit. i cant seem to get it out of my system.

i miss holding a girl,
touching a girl,
having a girl to call my own.

oh god.
there !
i said it out.
boyfriend's gonna kill me now when he sees this.

but nevertheless,
he knows i love him,
maybe not that much yet
but he knows love exists.

boyfriend isnt the right word,
but its the first word that comes to mind.
relationship isnt the right word,
but its the first word that comes to mind.
love isnt the right word,
but its the first word that comes to mind.

alvina
i miss;
is that even important?
i need to kick my addiction for that stick in my mouth.

AND ANOTHER !

MSN PICTURES DOES WONDERS HELPING YOU SPREAD THE NEWS. JUST PUT EXPLICIT PHOTOS AND TA DA! (:
this is from my dear old friend, cheryl lim and her reaction when she saw my photo. lol

guss says: oooo! lol. WHY U TURN STRAIGHT
guss says: cannot turnnnn
guss says: u were like
guss says: HARD CORE LESBIAN OKAY
guss says: lol
guss says: my goodness! TURN CROOK!
guss says: i will brk u and ur bf up
guss says: MUHAHA
alvina id leave emotions, at the door now. says: hahahahahaha
alvina id leave emotions, at the door now. says: why?!
alvina id leave emotions, at the door now. says: LOL
guss says: i dont know! lol. but im happy for you! just tt, i want u to stay crook kind =//
guss says: LOL
guss says: is ur mummy happy!?
guss says: BEAT HIM
guss says: if he bullys u
guss says: u better ditch him okay!

hahah one of the many funny reactions i get !
anyway school is up! so bye bye to crazy late nights like the photos below show ! sigh. im missing it all already! cant wait for bloody school holidays to come man!

these were taken at jolene's hse ! damn long ago ! but i was just to lazy to upload! (:

apparently, she said i looked like harry in specs. -.-

now guess who amy was! HA!

amy will you be my mama? (:

siao us !

smoke until die only !

was at plush last last friday or sat ? and yesterday.
its starting to look up. but going to that place, you just need good company if not, trust me it sucks!
but clubbing is starting to really bore me.
now i understand why people can just sit there and people watch! its much more fun!

I FELL IN LOVE WITH JIM BEAM LAST NIGHT!

i love you baby.
esp when you dance!
damn it boy,
you drop it like its hot !

alvina
when you and i ,
collide.