its been a blooody damn long time.

places to find alvina,
HOME,
yishun,
tampines,
zouk.

i havent been to town since i think 2 weeks ago?
lol.
and thurs im heading to bugis!
whahahaha.
i cant wait !
SHOPPING! and a nice dinner with my cousin.
my god.
its been damn long.
i have so fucking much to tell her la.

work is getting interested,
since fadzli is suddenly working. lol.
i get free bike rides home!
BUT,
nothing is for free in the world.
well.

linus is coming out from the army in like er,
3 days!
omg i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!

alvina
this weekend,
hearts will be broken,
whahahah
drama all.

maybe;

but one
cant have the best of 2 worlds.

love the suppers,
love the talks,
love the breakfast too!

but i miss,
i want,
someone really far away,
who claims will protect me from there.
-.-

oh well.

alvina
life is
as confusing as
confusing it gets.

here s to a goodbye kiss; a goodbye hug, and a distance in between.

if the world ever stops,
i know where i'd be.
in his arms,
with his gentle fingers
fondling my hair.

i wonder why im so blown away with this feeling,
maybe its cause of all the stress
and he just manage to
whisk me
crazily away.

but it happens,
when we are together only.
sad huh.

alvina

3 apple shooters,
3 tequila shots,
2 blow jobs.

one night
another night of friendster.
made me see the truth
that was spoken
-.
its me.
and i
finally realised all the words
every single one of them.

how sad,
of our unspoken love.
i do love you,
i do love you alright.
but if you cant be my everything, why not we be nothing
that was the condition posted.

im taking away all conditions,
cause
after what i read thru again.
i realised
you are not who you seem to be

you called me names,
made me go thru emotions unworthy.

and i came to a decision.
im throwing all the
conditions,
cause i
simply,

give up.

alvina
friend.

cigs galore!

went back to sjc on friday!
the school's like wicked on man!
damn it!
theme for this teacher's day was bling bling!
cool balls!
met A LOT of people cause kristle daddy was bringing me around!
sam and nicolette!
i like them the best! ok maybe cause they are both really very pretty people and!
they speak really nice english! haha..

thurs was super slacky day. was too lazy to go out.
except the fact that i went to the hospital to visit my grandma!
well,
her hand definitely getting better!
(:

sat was rushy day.
went tanning
to novena!
then ended up in jb
and it was home sweet home!
jane called like 10 mins after i reached home.
met her and all for a smoke!
3 in fact. lol.
she s fat now. whahahaha.
talked to sam on the phonee till 3.
omg. its like we were both just laughing and crapping towards the end.
damn funny.

alvina
we can never be,
with your petty tantrums
which are really selfish.
you just have to make me run from you.
i can never be yours only
if you are not mine only.
so what the fuck do you fucking expect asshole.
buzz off
and butt out of my life.
i officially hate you.