tempt.

A temptation is an act that looks appealing to an individual. It is usually used to describe acts with negative connotations and as such, tends to lead a person to regret such actions, for various reasons: legal, social, psychological (including feeling guilt), health, economic, etc. Temptation also describes the coaxing or inducing a person into committing such an act, by manipulation or otherwise of curiosity, desire or fear of loss.

there was once a temptation.
in this very life of mine.
but i slayed it nicely with my shinning sword,
the one i wield a long time ago
this task i had to complete.
took me forever to realise,
but i finally did.

am reading another of jodi s book. The Perfect Match. Its nice. Talking bout a mother's love and doing the wrong things but for the right reason.
reading that book just made me realise how much i want to start a family with you.

i cant give you fanciful words,
i cant write you god forsaken literature,
but i am willing to give you all of me.
and that
im really sure of now.

she said,
as i nested into my favorite position when we sleep,
with my back facing her but with her arms around me and
one hand cupped over one breast,
"always sleep like that, so sian"
it crumbled.
just like how hers did a
few days ago.

alvina
this love.