we could have sex all night, destroy dreams, or just die.

i broke someone s heart 2 days ago.
and probably her heart is still breaking now.
she put my hand to her heart, and she said
"its gone. its all gone."
and thats when i realised,
my heart broke along with hers too.

i didnt mean to do what i did.
i didnt mean to say the words coming out of my mouth.
i know your reaction would be "excuse."
but im just not strong enough.
to see you cry,
to see you at your weakest point.
im just not strong enough
to go through what ive put you through.

i didnt know i meant that much to you.
didnt know you loved me that much.
i didnt know you meant so much to me too,
didnt know i loved you that much too.

its fucking painful to see you go,
its fucking painful to watch you leave.
its more painful than the cuts on my hand
for i know, no matter how much more i allow the wounds to show,
it d never be enough.

yesterday was great.
at the place we ate,
the suprise kiss you sprang was gut-wretchingly warm,
at the movies,
we laughed our hearts out, holding hands
at the train station,
we played foolish games.

"i never know what the future brings,
but i know that this much is true,
we d make it through
and i hope you are the one share my life with
and i wish that you could be the one die with
and i'm praying you're the one i build my home with
i hope i love you all my life"

serende me with all your songs,
play your guitar and
sing our lullabye.
dream our awesome dreams
love our loveless life.

alvina
this

love.