this love- kissed me goodbye.
so i guess id just breathe.

I think this really connects me to the book Shanghai baby.
And this is what I want to tell you. Many thanks to the author for penning her words down, cause it expresses how I feel.

this is for you. yes you. i dont have to spell it out do it?
yuu.

Her words are like a caress that brought me a joy no other woman had ever got near. Often, hearing her voice and looking at her eyes and lips, my sex would suddenly feel like a warn torrent and be soaked through in an instant.

And how can I leave out sex! I love it too much. Ha.

The tip of her rum-soaked tongue teased my nipples, and then moved slowly downwards. She penetrated my protective labia with deadly accuracy, and located my budding clitoris. The cool taste of the rum mingled with her warm tongue, and made me feel faint. I could feel a rush of liquid flow out of the uterus, and then she went inside.
There was this pain. But she showed no pity, never stopping for a second. The pain burst into a kind of apoplexy. I opened my eyes wide and looked at her, half in love and half in hate. I was aroused by her naked white body, only faintly colored by the glowing yellow light.

“Every woman adores a Fascist/ The boot in the face, the brute/ Brute heart of a brute like you.” wrote Sylvia Plath.

alvina
reading that book aroused my deepest thought. i felt myself feeling her.
baby thank you for that sweet thought.
and the way you carry me makes me go wooooow!