my greatest.

alvina-upgraded. says:
i know this is damn random but i want to feel pain
alvina-upgraded. says:
will you bite me till i bleed?
-says:
yes
-says:
cause i can't stop when you are reek of blood

-says:
O blood tastes like rust.
alvina i feel like my skin is too tight says:
dont like it
-says:
can be rather addictive.
-says:
turns me on damn well.

alvina i feel like my skin is too tight says:
now that the thought is in my head i cant stop thinking bout it
alvina i feel like my skin is too tight says:
call it sick whatever but i think you re the perfect partner.
-says:
why?
alvina i feel like my skin is too tight says:
cause you feed me.you love me the way i really want to be loved. you gave me a lot more than i have realised. you satisfy me. not only sex but my sick thoughts and you like it too.
-says:
yeah.
-says:
thats why i'm your greatest temptation.
-says:
so, tiny bites with wounds?

alvina i feel like my skin is too tight says:
yes please. all over my body.
-says:
ok. don regret feeding me.
alvina i feel like my skin is too tight says:
regret finding you? why would i regret?
-says:
cause i'll be addicted.

i asked her and she said yes. had this thought in my head for like a million years and now its finally coming true. im so happy i found someone to experience this with me.

the feeling of pain that surges through your body caused by your lover. is indeed mind-blowing. im not talking bout the normal emotional pain bull crap. im talking bout feeling pain from a higher level. what i feel from her most of the time is not emo crap pain. is pain that leaves all the accidental wounds on my body. i look at this and remember that. i look at that and remember this. those times you felt pain enough to show me i d know now and pray that i dont put you through that agony again.

got this from the book.
Taming the beast. by emily maguire.

I've been so restless all the time. I find ways to zonk myself out so I can have oblivion. I drink much too much; have sex until I'm numb; I take muscles relaxants. If I do all that, then sometimes I can sleep all night, or at the very least, my mind goes blank for a few hours.
Lots of times I've fallen asleep only to dream of you. When I wake up I feel everything is wrong. I feel like my skin is too tight.

End.

I wonder why i have to take stuff from writers. This is exactly how i feel and this is of course to you. i cant seem to pen down my emotions like how i used to.

alvina
we may all be living a lie.
maybe thats why i need the blood you suck
to make this all seem real enough.