XO.
A LITTLE LESS SIXTEEN CANDLES, A LITTLE MORE "TOUCH ME".


check out. i look like a stinking butch. pout. but mostly people say i look better with this hair. HEE. i look so fat.

there you go! a clearer picture of my hair. i wish i had looong hair like amy! sigh.

my very nice frog porridge! yayy! thank you baby for bringing me this new joy. lol. amy was there with us and they serve star fruit juice ! wheee. that makes alvina damn happy!

alvina is a very happy girl these days because she has not been working and playing all day long! plus going to sentosa regularly to tan! and always there is hot hot sun ! no rain rain rain!
ok im sorry for typing like this.
i feel cute all of a sudden. LOL.

some stuff actually did happen over the past few days that frustrates me a lot cause it makes me think.
and i actually dont like to think.
oh well. esp last night threw me into a frenzy. i dont know what i want anymore though it does seem clear now.
there is always a part of me questioning am i making the right choice when she starts speaking of that girl at the rock show.
ah i hate thinking and i shant!
BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK.
call me childish or whatever. i dont care. i just wanna run away to some where peaceful and fun loving with my darling kisser! pout.

some songs i think suit the situation now. lol.

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it

To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking controlJealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me

colourful aye. wish my life was like that. all nice colours. no ugly colours! sigh.
if life could be that perfect.

alvina.
its true.
you get one, you lose one.
love never wanted me anyway.
who knows maybe you would lose me soon.