alvina is feeling so emo tonight.

ah but someone singing songs for me. making me smile time and time.

i feel this is not my blog. its everyone s blog. time and time again i get people telling me to take it off. cause its this its that. its too good its too shameful too open.
oh fuck off you all.
really.

dont come to my blog.
esp you.
stop using my blog to tap into our life or my life now.
please.
dont use it for your pointless quarrels.

ah
this is not helping
so was the hair cut.
have funky hair but no funky attitude tonight.
so = to fucky hair.

thank you for coming to help with a bad hair night situation.
all the way for just 2 hours.
sweet.

alvina is confused.
very confused.
someone please come and enlighten me.
i dont need harsh comments.
i just need someone to really listen
to sieve out the points that i cant seem to pin point.

its 4 in the morning.
to receive a message sent at 230 is very disturbing.
i wonder why im so fucking irritated.
i know what you said before.
and it just feels so fake you know.
you typing that message like that.
im sorry for being so straight forward
but its how i feel.
i hope you understand

alvina.
someone give me a hint a sign
anything
cause i cant stand this anymore
this lie this deceit.