exam study no!

ah this week has been a study exam week. its bad! cause im not studying but instead going out to play with a particular someone! (:

been to sentosa on wed! yayy i got slightly tanner. not red. tan! so now i know sun tan lotion actually works! wheee im a happy girl. when over to vivo after and saw sihui. went shopping and eatin! both of us were happy i guess! had a sad time parting though. ):

OB paper is gone.
POM is gone too.
now there s sand left.
i wonder if its gonna go a not! ):

more next time. not in the writing mood!

oh and this is to you
arent you sick of the life you are leading?
calling and pestering day by day?
i have been where you are now.
did what you are doing.
and serious. it aint gonna bring a person back.
grow up.
get a life.
stop comparin for god s sake.

alvina
words are too easy.

caramel

this post is only for matured people. if you know what i mean. inspiration from a 2 hour sex session. HAHAHA! just kidding. it was like build up then it came.
im learning how to express myself again! yyayy! im a happy girl. update more next entry. dont wanna spoil this beautiful thing below. (:

i wonder if you know what you do to me
those hands with those fingers which lingers on my small nipples
those fingers that are on so smooth and gentle
moving exploring this new wonderland

inching towards the forbidden palace
which i willingly open up to you
only you.
the moisture you feel brings me higher to heaven
In, i wish you were to slip
but no,
you prefer to tease.
tease my hardening clit.

before anything else happens,
im cumming. cumming more than i should.
its like an explosion of utopia
a feeling of tenderness yet a roughness i cant defined
In, your sexy fingers slip
pushing me to a climax i didnt know exist

my hands finds your wonderful back
grabbing it in sync with the rhythm we've created.
in and out, up and down
air releases and juices flow

it is then
that i realised
you tamed the demon in me, down there.
you and your hand.

alvina
you see what you are doing to me now?

super duper love!

ah! i met amy kisser on the 2nd day of the new year! photos will be up soon! im turning into such a cam whore! LOL. i miss my kisser! AMY! had such a fun time just sitting down and catching up with her. and yes there was someone there as well. we all loved each others company! wheeee! everyone around me loves her. YES!

i want to get a tattoo done but im a lil scared after hearin that zzz zzz sound or whatever you guys call it! imagine if i fainted. gosh.

did i mention that singapore is so small! she was talking bout a bloody good tattoo artist and that person happens to be my super cool teacher s husband who i was talking bout ! Singapore is just so TINY!

did like super last minute shopping for my new year clothes. got a dress a pair of heels and a pair of jeans! yayy! i suddenly feel so rich la! like money never stops coming !

been sleep deprived for the past few days! but i dont mind! someone has been coming from CCK to SK almost everyday! hee hee. one time to watch me study another time to accompany me homeeee! sweeet sweet baby! HAHA.

whoever said sex is not enjoyable. is so fucking wrong.
if you get what i mean at this point. (:

chinese new year was spend nicely cause i got to see so much of someone. now, im not complaining just very very happy ! havent felt such happiness in such a long long time ! ang bao s this year were not very nice cause of all the $2 ! i want my nice $10 and $50. anyone wanna give me! i dont mind taking!

and yes yuu!
you bring me like luck. so next time i go gamble ! we won $24 together last night! hahahaha ! i cant wait to move in with you if you want me to. i wonder how it d be like man!
seen anyone going to someone s house with 2 small carton of orange juices? i have. cause it was me. -.- i know. i felt so stupid not bringing oranges out la! but oh well. as long as aunty (or should i say future mother in law haha! ) likes it.

alvina
if only words could tell
what i really feel for you
what i really wanna say.
words are too overrated
too used
too mundane.
we just have such perfect feelings.
so if one day i find those words.
if only words could tell.

INSATIABLE

When moonlight crawls along the street
Chasing away the summer heat
Footsteps outside somewhere below
The world revolves I let it go
We build our church above this street
We practice love between these sheets
The candy sweetness scent of you
It bathes my skin I'm stained by you
And all I have to do is hold you
There's a racing in my heart
I am barely touching you

[Chorus]

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

The moonlight plays upon your skin
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words
There's only truth
Breathe in
Breathe out
There is no sound
We move together up and down
We levitate our bodies soar
Our feet don't even touch the floor
And nobody knows you like I do
The world doesn't understand
But I grow stronger in your hands

We never sleep we're always holdin' hands
Kissin' for hours talkin' makin' plans
I feel like a better man
Just being in the same room
We never sleep there's just so much to do
Too much to say
Can't close my eyes when I'm with you
Insatiable the way I'm loving you

thats how im feeling now.
oh man.

so hooked on to the song!

watched epic movie. eeks. it was nice in a way but not worth the money!! i was like what?! it ends there and then?! hahaha. get dvd la!

id probably give it 3/5?

i liked the person sitting beside me more i guess!

my parents found out i smoke and is making me quit! but guess what! its a little too late! im not exactly addicted but in a way im hooked! ok. im not sure what i typing but ya! im so USED to smoking already!

im sorrry daddy and mummy. but i like i like a lot! hee!

v day was nicely spend with nurulia and yuu! i miss you so much girl! next time ok?! cant wait to see you again and just cam whore! had a nice dinner at breko! im sorry! i didnt make the reservation at hogs ! next time! holland V is so cool! it was my first time there la. i know but whatever! hee was very satisfied that night with the banana strawberry smoothie! wooots! rock on!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL !


HOPE HONG BAOS ARE A LITTLE THICKER!

i cant believe im having my exams AFTER chinese new year! so sick! means after i go visiting all i need to study! ahhhhh what a drag! but never mind ! i cant wait for my exams to end! then that particular someone can bring me go ikea and eat and shop!

alvina
i love you.
yes you.
there is just so much to say.
but no words can say what i feel.
you know im not good with words.
not at all.
thank you for loving me.
for makin the effort.
and yes you touched me there! HAHAHA.

pedro the lion says

ah so how has life been some asked? wish they didnt but i gave an answer.
ok.
and then they d continue oh ! what s been happening?! its been so long! and the answer depends on mood.
some times its an ok. i dont really give a fuck.
and some times its chatter chatter chatter.

for tonight its the former.
its stupid how i always fall for the naughty girls as to the secure good girls.
damn. do libras have a thing for them?
i dont know.
but im a little sick of it now!

how has the weekend been?!
fun!
no work no work at all.
been to a hospital and out.
took more useless medicine when i know the real cure is going under the knife.

i havent been clubbing this week! which i think is a plus! finally after 2 months alvina stops. (:
exams are up real soon and im still doing shit with my life.
oh lord!

v-day up too! and what.
im dateless this year.. havent been since for a long long long time! oh well.

god knows why am i in such an angry mood! roar!

good things happened.
esp the one which i met up with my clique! yayyness! jo kris sheila dee lun nor maine. i missed you all so much. i hope the next one everyone would be there and not tired !
cant wait.
and i had just one drink ! my beloved lychee martini. kisser yes ? i know you like it! (:

watched 2 movies this week.
both nice .
shall update more on the next .
too lazy to actually go get the picture.

alvina
criticism as inspiration
you touched me there.
but im like thinking.
should i have let you?
or wait.
could i have even controlled it?
KARMA.

run it with angrams.

angrams are fun! it started with .

asks my sis = kiss my ass
tops it = stop it
dog = god
ban lies = lesbians
rally hoe! = oh really?
tsk has it = that kiss
a swear he join = i cant type it out! its too insulting ! HAHAHA.

and then it got personal.
UM ! bed hero unity - which i cant really remember what it means!
you there ? beast. = you are the best

and then even more personal.
axe is well dense
tom meet web, hi cod!
we love math mike!
king yuu shouts, if cca aid also use
so yuu rose amy pest feeding
O! lame your spice tea.
licking feet was us.
rarely sly or tails he told you, peels - which was really sweeet!

hey yoyi , jar nuty memories. - which is even sweeter!

and the last one still stands.
wim , try you belong?

fun fun fun! that s what im having now! hee! though exams are around the corner and that projects are almost all due but ! i have my gucci with me! HAHAHAHAH.

why do pretty people always die! ADE!

i met amy today! KISSER! i miss you so much ! cant wait for tonight too! cause im finally meeting up with my clique ! yayy! i hope who ever i called would come. i miss secondary days so so so much!

good luck to those taking their results tmr! sihui julia gucci kelvin! everyone! do not worry! you d do well my friends! why!? cause you are all my friends! (:

alvina
to end this off.
you touched a part of me
that i thought could not be moved no matter.
you touched it with your tears,
your eyes,
you kisses,
your touch.
please say you want me too.

cause its yuu that matters!

hahah yuu remember that song at macs?! LOL. perfect fit for you sia!

i dont know how to survive on 5 hours of sleep everyday man. fri was a ok day. i actually went to school! had to see mr jackson after school and yayy! he said something that made me pretty happy! he said if i excel for my intership, major project would be easy peasy to me! yayy!! that is if i excel! but then again i know i will! i have to ! (: that made my day!

when to work later! with dear dear sihui and thank you hanbin ! for buying sihui and i the food! calls were managable yesterday. not much queue calls. yayy! so it was pretty slacky! when home with nat and vel. damn those two niggers are funny shit man! what smelly pussy all! fuck! hahah. home to a lot of talking on the phone and he devil wears prada! woot.

alvina has to stop clubbing! HAS TO! but van s friend nic had to come tell alvina that THUMPERS is having a les night event on tues! tell me! how can alvina resist?! oh no! this is soooo bad!
but anyway! anyone wanna go!? HEE HEE !

slept the longest time for the whole week on fri-sat. 5 am - 3pm. 10 hours! yayyy! i want longer hours but ah! had stuff to complete and do!
made up and dressed up and went to work! 6-12am. everyone at work thought i was heading to club! omg and everyone was like alvina pretty! i was like YAYYY ! MORE MORE I LIKE! hahaha now i feel like making up everyday! well.

met yuu at tamp and 5 people on a cab to angmokio then hougang then it was just the 2 of us to town! went to macs to slack and catch up on old old old times! hahaha omg . i could kill her! she s still so crude! ROAR!

watch that show! would give it a rating of 4/5. omg. the movie is nice! with a perfect twist behind! ah who knows! will my life have that sort of twist ?
the cinema was cold! thank you yuu for your manly arms! HA HA.

when coffee club to eat later! nice pancakes and banana! and eggs and that potato thingy! haha and the earl eee drink and banana smooothie! and after all the cigs and all the whole time we spoke. i really really enjoyed myself! thank you ! i cant wait for the next time it happens! hell yeah!

alvina.
this is really the time of my life.
dont disappear like you did the last time.
cant wait for the feel of your soft hands.
(:

ring the alarm - beyonce

been almost a week of not blogging and i claimed i dont want this to be a dead blog. -.-
oh well!
no work for this whole week! till fri and sat that is!

queue calls last fri and sat were CRAZY! went all the way up to 80! oh lord. both shift which were bout 7-8 hours took bout 200 calls?! thank god sihui was there to accompany me ! KFC meals again yes!

was not feeling well at all on sunday night so went over to dr koh. there was a mummy daddy and daughter there. the scene was freaky. the daughter was having a high fever and to the point that her eyes were rolling backwards and she was losing consciousness. omg then her mom was making it worse by crying and shouting. OH LORD. but that cool dr koh walks in and a while later, (they phoned an ambulance btw) when the medics came she was awake and fine! ahahahhaha . cool old dr koh.

tuesday was a lazy day. i went school at only 2-4pm. then met ash azfar mel rox ash gf. im sorry guys! for not spending as much time as i used to ! i miss you all so much la! sorry la ok! and i didnt change please! i still love you all !!! tsk.

wed is havoc day! pay was in so decided to go shopping with dah at bugis street! omg! that place is damn packed please! even in the afternoons! bought all tops. i think bout 6 maybe? all are so pretty please! that was done in bout 2 hours? and ! i tried on dresses! but all said one thing . pregnant!!!! AH!

went over to van s hse to put my stuff and freshen up then headed to town to eat korean foood! wooots! anyone who wants to go there, please feel free to call me! id be free for that nice nice nice food! walked around and went to forever 21. i wanna get this dress but it s like 68. plus only wear for cny? so im like hesistant. ahh! the woes of shopping . wish i had unlimited spending power! even if its for a day i wouldnt mind la! oh man!
met wind and joy then yuu (ahhhhh yuu!!!!!) and dean and walked over to devils!

woah didnt know that place was actually so packed man. queued up for the first few drinks but after that i got mine instantly. well sort of. poor van was drunk ! and im truly sorry for not takin care of you like your friend said i should! sorry ! the music was not bad.
11-1 was rnb + techno. then 1-3 was more techno and house music. and rnb was at 3! wooots! the DJ was hot! i think he like scratched 3 tracks into 1 or what. but wooooooahhh!
alvina was lovin the scene yesterday!

had to leave at 4 am ): and i dropped my ezlink card. sigh.
went over to van s hse to sleep !
had less that 4 hours of sleep and what!
had a presentation too! LOL.

oh god.
thank you for giving me the strength to survive today. (:

alvina.
omg. i feel so stupid.
how could i have not recognize you la !
thats one kiss ive on my mind.
and yuu.
you changed la.
you became hotter! hee.