ideas for the screwed.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

im starting to like photo blogging!

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picture 1 and 2 - clubbing with charm leng dah and some guys ! fun la! whoever said clubbing was not fun LIED! ooh i m hooked! breathlessly crazily hooked! the music was better that expected and i had one shot only but it was so cool! everything was cool. i wanna go again! anyone! just bring me please!! met maine nor and nor s friend there too! nor was so high! kelly and sarah left cause kelly was high. -.- can we all go clubbing as a clique next time? hee.
ash i wouldnt mind you bringing me too! haha !

picture 3 4 5 and 6 were taken at my annual christmas party ! was hanging out with ash while waiting for mel + gang. oh remember the mac s girl? i want go sit and stare at her again! haha. the baby s darn cute please! he s addicted to his own fingers! and then there s the 2 pretty and most havoc girls too. oh lord! and check out the food on the table! that s like only half, there was more in the kitchen! aiyeee! but the food was nice! esp turkey!
and guess what i got for my christmas present! ANNA SUI SECRET WISH! oh my god. the first present i opened was that. sorry ash for screaming over the phone but i was so whhhhoooo!!! thank you ee catherine and chris for getting such a wonderful present! the rest i like too but not as much as that! ((:

yes its been almost a month now
and trust me im still being blown away by you.
time after time.
you keep me on my toes,
you are so unpredictable.
maybe you re right,
you are just a crush.
but how could that one crush's kiss feel so right?
i dont want to leave
that im sure now.

so tell me all, what would
you do if you were me?
when you know you re just falling
deeper into a
bottomless pit.

alvina.

Sunday, December 24, 2006


there you can see the tiny little jack russell puppies i hope and wish i could see very sooon! roar. there s a one eyed jack i think. hee!

this is bad. i think im a lil hooked onto cigs. bad bad bad. but its kinda nice getting high once in a while.
to forget all your thoughts and just concentrate on smoking crap! i wanna try weed man! haha you must think im crazy. 5 days into smoking and im crazy over it. roarrry!
am waiting for ash to msg me and see if i can satisfied my craving! if not id probably just rot at home man! cant wait for my annually christmas party! woot! i will try to snap photos of all the cranky babies. and present! that i cant wait.

work was ok yesterday. took a blooody long break. 45 mins if im not wrong. haha. smoke smoke smoke! whee! and you, made me high. and i know it wasnt the cigs. thanks for walking me here and there man! but i think they were for the cigs right?! LOL.
melvin s an ass la. but he s a nice ass. haha.

oh i hope jo wouldnt mind me smoking and all later. she d probably kill me like what ms lazy said but ahh! i cant take it anymore.

plus daddy s a smoker. imagine what hell i go through when i smell the smoke. alamak say until like i addicted already sia! haha its just a matter of time la.

like what dah said, she rather stone and smoke than just stone alone. at least you re doing something .

here i come dunhill! haha i like that brand a lot. eeks!

i shall end with another picture of the babies courtesy of ash! ((:


and so i hear a wedding going on downstair my house.
makes you think.
do they really know what they are getting themselves into?

Friday, December 22, 2006

So the story goes.

You had me at the first glance
You caught me at our first hello
You were supposed to be a fling
Maybe 3 days but at the most a week
But now, we are moving onto week 2.
Tell me, what are we?
Are we just friends?
Or friends we d never be?
You are killing me softly inside
As this grows I know it s harder to say goodbye.

So tell me you,
Tell me
Whether I should stay or should I go,
Every part of me is screaming no
That I should stay
But my heart isn t

You belong to someone else after all.

I’m confused as hell
But whenever I see that look in your eyes

Whenever i reach out for your hand
I know I m stuck
I know I d be coming to beg you for more.

You make me feel so contented
I couldn t ask for more.
But then, your contentment isn t mine at all.

So tell me
What would you do if you were me?

She belongs to other
But you know you and her might be great
Beyond heavens – that the feeling you get with her
But it just doesn t change the fact.

That this might just be a game
That this might be one sided too
That after these days she still chooses her girlfriend.

So tell me,
What would you do?
If you found happiness
But it belongs to someone else?


alvina

Thursday, December 21, 2006

whoosh whoosh now you see me now you dont!

AHHH! i want your jack russell babies. please! just one! enough already. how cute!

went ikea on wed with dah! oh my gosh! i want my house to be like filled with ikea furniture! its so cool! and i insist on a sofa bed! plus a not spongy chair. had my love love hot dogs but no love love meatballs! nevermind dah promised me to go back!

went drinking after with ash + gang. i wasnt drinking just smoking! lol. they are damn funny people i tell you. buy bottles of beer and not opener! in the end, this poor guy had to use his key to open like 10 more of the bottle. tsk! rock on derrick! LOL. ash and mel was out. sort of. and it was the first time i had to send a butch home! HEE HEE. drunk cow.
met amy kisser after! i love you! no matter. id be here. wouldnt go like.... hope things are a lot better now!!

reached home like close to five. slept like a cow. but in the end, SOME ONE S message woke me up. i dont mind. really. irritating?

work for the week was fab actually. no queue calls at all. and plus people was helping me to pick up calls! so ya. FAB! i wanna morning shifts!
cant believe i met charmaine there. like i think i wanted to know her for a year and all and i finally did! at SITEL. ha.

i hooked on sudoku again. oh kill that obsession. brain cells are sort of overworked. roar roar roaryyy.

i want to drink chivas, vodka, barcardi anything that would make me highhhh! wheee.

christmas is coming! MERRRRY X MAS TO EVERYONE. hope this year present are a lot a lot a lot !

i wouldnt mind a few too like this necklace !











alvina
yes you. all this now is meant for you only.
you make me smile like never before.
so just stay, alright?

Monday, December 18, 2006

oh first thing first..

yes that cash was to shut you up. if not you d be calling and calling and calling like fuck. so now that you got it can you just stop bothering my friends. whether you say is so bloody different. so just go on with your stupid life.

oh my lord. i skipped work twice in the week and when i finally decided to go for work again the queue calls were like FUCK! 60!! hahah but thank god dah was there for me to crap with man. nice touching your boobies baby. LOL.

was over at melvin s house 2 times last week. and the gore films are all stuck in my head man. sick! thanks bernerd for accompanying me and stupid cindy-ash-lee fell asleep. -.-

holidayyyys! cant wait for christmas! im wondering what the hell id be doing man. ok i shall try my very best to cut down on curse words.

heading to dte later. ahh to slack with mel. im thinking, shld i bring my lappy to do my work? ahh but im so lazy!

alvina.
thanks kisser for sticking by me.
at least i get friends who love me for me.
what bout you loser?

and you,
am making me high.
almost at all times.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

is this really my term test week?

haha everyday been either going to alijuied or just hanging out la. alamak. how to pass like that! haha oh well. all was fun and without regret!

wild wild wet was WOAH! i think i really look best in the sun! it was just like stress free all. shiok river really damn shiok la! since i met someone there. (((:
but now, im so burnt. but never mind! i like! i like a lot a lot a lot!



cant wait for the tanning days with kisser! muack!((:

went to watch the holiday yesterday with ash, krystal, melvin and bernerd. they are a weird bunch of mix i think you. bernerd ! wake up ok!? dont always on screensaver mode please!!
melvin. haha i dont know what to say bout you la. LOL.
krystal is nice.
ash. you know la right? ((((:

alvina.
you know.
how things are going now.
im really confused.

Monday, December 11, 2006

ah! i do not want to go work at sitel!!

omg. first time in bloody nine months that i work there the queue calls went up to 80! thank god had sihui with me la. if not. can die sia! and had to extend another 2 hours for 9 bucks! but not bad la. in the end got no queue calls so sitel paid me to study! (((:

went home and slept like a cow i tell you. 10 hours of sleep and i was still stoned! met amyy kisser at night to study! woots! bloody fun la. all the gossip and smoke and all. ahaha. we have many more nights to go eh!?

i wanna eat prawn mee!

i didnt know anyone could be so unreasonable! imagine lying to herself just to get a pathetic 200 bucks. how sick can that be. dont tell me the problem lies with me. i had like bloody so many relationships and this is the first time this sort of thing happen! oh well. like kisser said. 150 to shut her bloody mouth out. expensive la but worth it!

alvina
i believe in karma now.
and oh i hope i get my intership with starhub!

mon- prawn mee
tues- wild wild wet!
wed- study
thurs- study
fri- study + work
sat - work
sun- work

can you fit me somewhere in your busy schedule too?

Saturday, December 09, 2006

new blog.

so i decided to start anew. putting the past behind me. i like this blog a lot! though i have no idea why the loading s so SLOW!
this is just post No. 2
the previous one had until post 2++. this! god knows!

so last night was fun. no YESTERDAY was fun. after school when townnnn with sihui! haha she s crazy i tell you. CRAZY!! but it was damn fun laughing with her all la. went to work. was damn tired i tell you. first time getting aches from walking 7 straight hours in town! work was funky! 2 customers wanted to buy food for me! hell ya! then i spent 45 minutes planning the cab vouchers thingy! so i worked bout 2.45 hours and got paid for 4! hee hee. i rock. i know.
headed to alijunied after, picked someone up and went geylang to ta bao and then back to his homeee! roar.
if you guys ever have the chance , go watch this show cannibals holocust or something. its bloody sick. worse that saw 3!
headed home back at 6. was so happy to see 62! but this weird guy was looking up my skirt when i was sitting down. HAHA. showed him the third!
sihui was so ...... scared . LOL

alvina.
BOY! you make me wonder!

Thursday, December 07, 2006

test.